how i see it.....

Sometimes we are too busy with our lives to really stop and think of what, and who really makes us happy. We protect ourselves from happiness because we are afraid to get hurt. We give false definition to the word love and live just for the moment. Never to think of what could happen, because we are too caught up in the moment. The phrase “live like today was your last day,” shouldn’t be taken too literal. We don’t take time to build up or start something that will last, instead we live for the thrill and wait for our comedown. All great things come when the time is right, or maybe it had already pass and you’ve lost it. No matter, it will come around once more. It might be something different but when it’s right you can feel it. So live life with a smile and embrace all that is good, and be oblivious to what is bad. It will make life a lot easier. Annotate what I wrote in what ever way you want. :)

summer so far:D

I haven’t updated this thing a while. So here it is. My summer is going very well. :D I got closer to my friends and I met someone new that’s supper chill :D. I’m excited for what summer brings. It seems like every summer gets better. :D

WHOOOO

My teachers finally answered me and they are going to change my grades!!:D I’m getting along with my mom more. Ferrari is coming to visit in almost a month! I’m trapped at home with no car but some how I feel that things are finally getting better! I have good friends that are there for me. I need to concentrate and work at it until I succeed and I don’t want anything to get in the way. WHOOOOOOO I can’t wait for college!!:D

SNIFF SNIFF hmmm fresh air:]

I feel new and refreshed. I felt not like myself and a bit bitter sometimes before. I don’t know what it is that has changed about me, but I know that my friends have helped me along the way. I have learned a lot from falling so much, and every time my friends are there to pick me up. I’ve learned to let go of the pass, no matter how good or bad it was. I’ll let it all go because letting go makes life a hell of a lot easier. From now on I’ll try to be smarter in anything that I do. I feel like nothing can break me down because my friends are keeping me up. I’ve recently let go of something that I’ve been holding on to for a very long time, and now I feel free. I can finally just take time to really enjoy life. Summer has just begun and I’m planning to enjoy every last part of it. OHHH yeah and I can’t wait for my friend Ferrari to visit from SF. :] It’s going to be hella chill kicking it with her:]. LIFE IS LIKE A NEVER ENDING RACETRACK. TAKE LIFE FOR WHAT IT IS AND IF IT FUCKS YOU UP, GET BACK UP AND KEEP DRIVING.

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I woke up today hella bummed because of some wack ass dream, but talking to my friends made me feel better. I’m excited to go to Beahive today !:D It feels like a great day to dance! :D