Storms

The Tree 1.0 by =JaneDoe87 on deviantART


There’s never a right or wrong, because the right is in the compromise. I believe that understanding is a key to succeeding in the struggle to keep two as one. I’m not an expert but I am a willing learner. An eager student that tries his very best as he goes, because what I’m fighting for is the love of the other me. I have such strong words for someone so young. Yet I feel like I’ve known her all my life, and she is the missing puzzle that makes me whole. She is my hero, friend, and lover. She shares the same ideas, beliefs and views on life as I do. What is love without fathom for something more than animalism? A comprehension of not one, but two. An emotion that can overcome time, and survive the distance that can tear a heart in two. A never fading dream because she is mine and I am hers. For we are students as well as teachers in this class of two, even when the weather turns cold I know that she will still be there to keep me warm….....There’s only so much I can say about the girl who has my heart. For the rest I will have to do.

-for Alina Lieu <3

Don't stop.

This is where the road will get bumpy and where it will begin to twist and turn. Like a salmon fighting against the current for a chance to lay its eggs, nothing great goes without any struggle. But this struggle will make us strong, and this strength will carry us on for the rest of our lives. Before it gets better it might get worse. But when it’s all over and we are hand in hand starring at the sunset, we will realize that it was all worthwhile.

the best things in life aren't things...

All the roads and choices that we've taken brings us one step closer to the person that will truly make us happy. That person will care for you when no one else will. That person will be there for you through it all. No matter where life takes you two. It will seem perfect because its not the place you are at, but its the person you are with. Don't be blinded by the superficial and dig deep, because after all love is not shallow. Don't be misguided by what you see and take things slowly. Just one step at a time, and enjoy all that you are given because if you don't you will lose it all.

how i see it.....

Sometimes we are too busy with our lives to really stop and think of what, and who really makes us happy. We protect ourselves from happiness because we are afraid to get hurt. We give false definition to the word love and live just for the moment. Never to think of what could happen, because we are too caught up in the moment. The phrase “live like today was your last day,” shouldn’t be taken too literal. We don’t take time to build up or start something that will last, instead we live for the thrill and wait for our comedown. All great things come when the time is right, or maybe it had already pass and you’ve lost it. No matter, it will come around once more. It might be something different but when it’s right you can feel it. So live life with a smile and embrace all that is good, and be oblivious to what is bad. It will make life a lot easier. Annotate what I wrote in what ever way you want. :)

summer so far:D

I haven’t updated this thing a while. So here it is. My summer is going very well. :D I got closer to my friends and I met someone new that’s supper chill :D. I’m excited for what summer brings. It seems like every summer gets better. :D

WHOOOO

My teachers finally answered me and they are going to change my grades!!:D I’m getting along with my mom more. Ferrari is coming to visit in almost a month! I’m trapped at home with no car but some how I feel that things are finally getting better! I have good friends that are there for me. I need to concentrate and work at it until I succeed and I don’t want anything to get in the way. WHOOOOOOO I can’t wait for college!!:D

SNIFF SNIFF hmmm fresh air:]

I feel new and refreshed. I felt not like myself and a bit bitter sometimes before. I don’t know what it is that has changed about me, but I know that my friends have helped me along the way. I have learned a lot from falling so much, and every time my friends are there to pick me up. I’ve learned to let go of the pass, no matter how good or bad it was. I’ll let it all go because letting go makes life a hell of a lot easier. From now on I’ll try to be smarter in anything that I do. I feel like nothing can break me down because my friends are keeping me up. I’ve recently let go of something that I’ve been holding on to for a very long time, and now I feel free. I can finally just take time to really enjoy life. Summer has just begun and I’m planning to enjoy every last part of it. OHHH yeah and I can’t wait for my friend Ferrari to visit from SF. :] It’s going to be hella chill kicking it with her:]. LIFE IS LIKE A NEVER ENDING RACETRACK. TAKE LIFE FOR WHAT IT IS AND IF IT FUCKS YOU UP, GET BACK UP AND KEEP DRIVING.

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I woke up today hella bummed because of some wack ass dream, but talking to my friends made me feel better. I’m excited to go to Beahive today !:D It feels like a great day to dance! :D

This Summer

This summer.....

I want to make new memories so the old ones don’t keep me up at night.

I want to start fresh but don’t know where to begin.

I want to make my parents proud so I’m studying more this summer.

I’m trying to find a job so I can get my fixed gear, because when ever I feel down in the dump I can go ride with my friends.

I’m trying to not let anything get in the way of what I need to accomplish this summer.

Lastly I want to stay the way I am and not change too much.

sleeppppp..

I couldn’t sleep last night. I kept checking the clock and before I fell asleep it was 5 something. I haven't been able to sleep early for a long time. I don't know what's wrong with me. Maybe I messed up my sleeping pattern. I don't really know. All I know is that there's something keeping me up but I don't really know what it is.

June 25 '09

Today was fun because it was my last day with my car until July 15th (my birthday), and I went to Signal Hill for the first time. It was beautiful up there. :D The view was really nice. It was really cold. I went there with Sam, Mary and Nam. I sat on this wall for the longest time looking out and thinking about stuff. It felt nice. Anyway I really want to get a job so I can get my fixie :].

Why

I chose to put up a blog because I always have shit that I want to write down. I usually put it in my AIM info(which is dumb), so I decided to make a blog. This is a place for me to put what's on my mind down. If you don't like what you read then don't read it.